what a weird thing to share with strangers

online that you don't know..

oh well, you've already seen the rawest parts of

me... so what is there to lose?

                             2025, may 13th

                             to ?.

maybe in another universe, another time, another place,

i could be here with you, laying on the ground, with earbuds in our ears.

or in complete silence. i would do anything to be here with you.

what a naive way of thinking, but i think you'd make it all okay.

you'd make it quiet. i've never felt love so strong for anyone

before. it's not rational, nothing i do for you is. but i guess

hope is more comforting to live in than reality.

it's just this... deep yearning. to be held by you. to have

you at my fingertips. but you're intangible, you're not here.

you never will be, i just need to understand that. but a part

of me will look for you in every song, every movie, every person...

you will be eternal, i will be fleeting. unless...

-yours truly,                             

Emile.                             

go back home.

"and when i find that a knife sticking out of my side, i'll pull it out without questioning why."

© 2025 - eternity