i think i love music more than anything. this is a page which i will use as a journal
of sorts, except in here i will write down some lyrics i deeply resonate with.
updated very regularly, sorry :)
they really want you, and i do too
i want to be the girl with the most cake
i love him so much, it just turns to hate
i fake it so real, i am beyond fake
and someday you will ache like i ache
i do not want this - nine inch nails
i stay inside my bed
i have lived so many lives all in my head
and don't tell me that you care
there really isn't anything now, is there?
jesus christ, oh, jesus christ,
why is love so lonely?
...
why is love so lonely?
fake plastic trees - radiohead
she looks like the real thing,
she tastes like the real thing,
my fake plastic love.
if i could be, who you wanted
all the time.
fiction (dreams in digital) - orgy
sleeping to escape reality,
but you like it like that...
dissolved girl - massive attack
shame, such a shame.
think i kinda lost myself again.
...
need a little love to ease the pain.
and it's all she's ever wanted,
is to feel like she's wanted.
and all she's ever needed,
is to feel like she's needed.
i'll take a quiet life,
a handshake of carbon monoxide.
...
get me out of here.
please.
last words of a shooting star - mitski
i always wanted to die clean and pretty,
but i'd be too busy on working days.
so i am relieved that the turbulence wasn't forcasted,
i couldn't have changed anyways.
everyday is exactly the same - nine inch nails
i think i used to have a purpose,
then again, that might have been a dream.
...
i can't remember how this got started,
but i can tell you exactly how it will end...
and i am the fire,
and i am the forest,
and i am a witness watching it.
early sunsets over monroeville - my chemical romance
but does anyone notice?
but does anyone care?
i wanna be happy, I'll never be happy.
i was born to kill myself.
...
probably 'cause i'm worthless.
simply 'cause i have a worthless life.
i got nobody on my side
and surely that ain't right.
...
oh, can't anybody see?
we've got a war to fight...
how to never stop being sad - dandelion hands
time has proven that fooling yourself into believing a lie
is the most effective way to deal with things
you have no control over
overanalyze every single word you hear
was this a sign that things were going wrong?
no, no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them.
stay up every single night staring at your phone,
either attempting to gather up the courage to turn these demons,
these constant reminders of your loneliness
into nothing more than a bad dream.
or praying just for one second,
you could feel the warmth of equally. returned. love.
avoid your friends for weeks even though
they're the only sense of consistency you have left in your life.
if they really wanted to see you they'd come, but they won't.
who cares?
you don't need other people to drive away your loneliness,
you just needed to find a way to talk to it.
alive alone - the chemical brothers
and i'm alive
and i'm alone
and i've never wanted to be either of those...
i know the end - phoebe bridgers
no i'm not afraid to disappear.
the billboard said, "the end is near"
i turned around, there was nothing there
yeah i guess the end is near.
"and when i find that a knife sticking out of my side, i'll pull it out without questioning why"
© 2025 - eternity