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but does anyone notice? but does anyone care?
and if i had the guts to put this to your head
but would anything matter if you're already dead?

i stay inside my bed
i have lived so many lives all in my head
and don't tell me that you care
there really isn't anything now, is there?

i want to be the girl with the most cake
i love him so much it just turns to hate
i fake it so real i am beyond fake
and someday you will ache like i ache

love is suicide

and i've been a forest fire
i am a forest fire
and i am the fire and i am the forest
and i am the witness watching it
i stand in a valley watching it
and you are not here at all.

so today i will wear my white button down
i can atleast be neat
walk out and be seen as clean
and i'll go to work, and i'll go to sleep and i'll love the littler things

but i wish i was dead
(dead like you...)

i'll take a quiet life
a handshake of carbon monoxide
with no alarms and no surprises

i don't want to live like this anymore
i don't wanna live at all
i don't want to make this face anymore
but if i don't that's all

i don't love
i don't feel anything
i don't feel anything where this love should be.