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but does anyone notice? but does anyone care?
and if i had the guts to put this to your head
but would anything matter if you're already dead?

i stay inside my bed
i have lived so many lives all in my head
and don't tell me that you care
there really isn't anything now, is there?

i want to be the girl with the most cake
i love him so much it just turns to hate
i fake it so real i am beyond fake
and someday you will ache like i ache

love is suicide

and i've been a forest fire
i am a forest fire
and i am the fire and i am the forest
and i am the witness watching it
i stand in a valley watching it
and you are not here at all.

so today i will wear my white button down
i can atleast be neat
walk out and be seen as clean
and i'll go to work, and i'll go to sleep and i'll love the littler things

but i wish i was dead
(dead like you...)

i'll take a quiet life
a handshake of carbon monoxide
with no alarms and no surprises

i don't want to live like this anymore
i don't wanna live at all
i don't want to make this face anymore
but if i don't that's all

i don't love
i don't feel anything
i don't feel anything where this love should be.

no i'm not afraid to disappear
the billboard said "the end is near"
i turned around, there was nothing there
yeah, i guess, the end is here.

without you
without you everything falls apart
without you
it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces.

take me with you...

you flirt with suicide
sometimes that's okay

on sunny days i go out walking
i end up on a tree lined street
i look up at the gaps of sunlight
i miss you more than anything.

i'd like to stay
but every day
everything pushes me further away.

nobody exists on purpose
things might not get any better
but they might get a little easier

i'm not afraid of being sick
i'm more afraid of being well
i'm not afraid to put the gun in my hand
i'm just afraid it'll hurt like, hurt like hell

what if i told you
i feel like i know you?
even though we never met...