the sea of endpoint

sea, take me adrift
for all i couldn't handle
for all i couldn't lift

the waves will wash away
mortal sin and signs of rot
they'll hide all i would say
and all that i could not

hold me in your unbound arms
the ones everyone dreads
i know it will cause no harm
it's what fate threads

existing, barely

existing inside a reactor vessel
with just enough space to breathe
the pain has become sessile
but my life is one i cannot seethe

the cold of a flourescent-lit classroom
the warmth of a streetlight at midnight
will turn into a one-dimensional array of consciousness
but until then
i'll continue existing, just barely

arsonist

i find love where there is none
your indifferent lust
your brooding hate
the barrel of your gun

with fate as our enemy
and love as our serenity
we will carve out a place
where we can stay fragile

forever

my heart is on fire